I wonder:
- why he finally left his parents house, and NOT to move in with her or to the country,
- what they fought about this time (probably just the *same* old crap),
- What hateful things it is she says about me,
- why she sees me as a threat, actually no, I think I have that one sussed, but I do still turn it over in my mind (it's not me that is the threat rather it's the fact that he appears to still have feelings of some kind for me and she feels he still wants to come back and have what he had before cos he misses it so much, poor insecure sole - and doesn't matter what he does she will always be that way, with him at least)
- Why, it appears, he is still listed on a dating site (hmm wonder if the visits co-incide with fights)
- Why I still listen to the cars coming down the street,
- Why I'm still interested in how he is and how he's going,
- Why I still think about him,
- Wonder how his relationship with his son is going, whether he is giving him the priority he really needs,
- How the clients are coping with his way of doing business (I know some aren't pleased cos they've told me so),
- Whether I should offer to him first the things I'm thinking of selling/getting rid of ...
- Whether I'll ever be 'normal' again :(
The list is endless really ... GO AWAY BRAIN, GO AWAY HEART, LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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