..when I'm putting on my nightie I am reminded of a comment he made. One night, after he started sleeping in the single bed (I think it was) I put on my nightie (I started wearing them when he said he didn't want to be my partner anymore - previously slept naked or just knickers) .. he said "You need to get some sexier nighties".
I don't know why he made that comment; was it because *he* wanted to see me in sexier nighties? That's the only thing I can think of because it's not as if anyone else was seeing me (or likely to be seeing me) in my nighties. And, considering what he had told me (ie that he didn't want to be my partner anymore, wasn't attracted to me sexually anymore), *why* would he want to see me in sexier nighties?? Didn't, and still doesn't, make any sense.
Arrrggghhh when will I stop remembering? Why do I keep remembering, why is any of this so important that my mind keeps putting it in the forefront instead of just letting it go? Is it so I'll remember what happened so as to stop myself from letting ithappen again, or is it because of other reasons that I don't want to be true (ie that I want him back)? I don't know, I just wish it would all stop :(
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