HoundDog Still At It - Or A Fight?

Either she is still hounding him about what I write in my blog, or they are having a fight. That's if, of course, I believe his statement that he only looks at the blog cos he hears so much about it from her. I'll let you guess whether I believed it or not.

Still in Town
It appears he is still/back in town. How do I feel? Heart-in-mouth. Why oh why do I even care? I have NFI.

Memories Still Attacking Me
I went for a 30 minute walk today. Had been thinking for the last few days that I should make the most of the holidays and try to start exercising again.

Exercise is a bit of a love/hate thing for me. I can't afford to lose any weight, but I do want to tone up a little and get back to at least having a fitness level. I guess this is a good thing, as it is another indicator that I'm not just waiting around to die (my thoughts on exercise/giving up smoking used to be 'why bother, it's just extending my life' - and that was something I was NOT interested in doing).

Whilst walking I thought of progressing over the next few days to adding other exercises. That made me think of squats - an 'easy' enough exercise, in that no equipment is necessary, although I usually do them with my gym ball.

Squats made me think of one of the x-rated things I mentioned in passing in this post on 20 Dec. Man, he used to really like that, sad that I couldn't do it for very long though :(

Even when doing something as simple as going for a walk the memories bash me up. Maybe part of it is that we walked together for a while, in the same neighbourhood, saw the same houses I saw today etc....

Maybe I need to find somewhere new to walk.