Oh Gawd

Even shows I don't watch regularly remind me about all this shite ...

Was sitting on the couch spending time with the kids, some show was on (Will & Grace?), a character (don't know who is whom) comes into a room where two people (mother and son) are pretending to have a really good time together. The character says that each has said to her that they can't wait for when the mother leaves (ie son wants his mother to go and mother wants to go). What happens? The character is castigated by the mother as being a nasty lying bitch (to use Australian terms); but guess what, it's true, they had both said it! Gee now who does that remind me of, I wonder.

No wonder I don't usually 'idly' watch tv.




Of course I received a very flattering reply (LOL) to my SMS reply to his voicemails - that if he can't function, and can't do the things he needs to do, he should seek help, see a doctor - "Foad".

He asks for me to do something because he believes it will make his problems go away (I knew I shouldn't have restricted my posts last time he asked, not even for the short time that I did; that it would only result in more requests for the same ). I know it wont make the problems go away cos it's not the blog that is the problem, and suggest something that will help, even if only in the short term - to get through the 'worst' of it. I believe it will help cos I've been there, done that (no doubt he would say it's nothing like the same thing) and it helped me do the things that I needed to be able to do - work, keep the business, at the very least, ticking over (particularly when he 'couldn't' work cos he was so mixed up), care for the kids etc. I didn't really want to go to the doc, but I knew there were things that I had to do, so I went. Being able to sleep for 6 hours certainly helped a lot. Only once or twice a week I needed it to be able to function. Needed other assistance later on; felt like a failure needing chemical help, but only used it for a short time, and it helped to get me through. Oops I'm rambling (again), anyway, I suggest something I believe will help, and that's the reply I get 'foad'. Maybe the implied 'threat' regarding the business was supposed to have 'moved' me; been manipulated too many times before for that.

No doubt if his business does now fall apart he will blame me. I'm not the only one to have seen him cast blame where it doesn't belong before. It's his business now, it's up to him.



He asks me to leave him alone (in the e-mail), but then a week later rings and leaves me voicemails asking me to do something for him?