If she's 'not involved' anymore why does she come back? Why does he come back? Why does what I type hold any significance to either of them at all? If it has no significance they wouldn't return.
In the last two days some comments he made when he visited here have been revisiting my brain (someone get the scalpel please!). He said he was wrong to have stayed away and wrong to not have brought his son over to see my kids.
Where was he going, with saying that? What is the point of acknowledging past failings (to another person) if not to make things different?
Maybe he was just beating up on himself (as I do to myself plenty of times), realising the things he could have/should have done differently. Or maybe he was thinking of/wanting to start doing those things?
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It has to be really hard to go through this. I may be a bit presumptive here but here goes:
Having exited a 12-year relationship that I fought tooth and nail to keep together, I now realize that most of it was a mistake. It took me that long to realize this, and in that time we produced three kids as well.
Ironically, it was me who decided to put an end to the relationship. It is she that can't be alone, I have a difficult time with it, but I can be alone.
I'll eventually get back out there, probably not too long from now.
Good luck.
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