Saturday, February 26, 2005

Bourbon and Searching for Me

Some bourbons were had last night to commemorate a particular event, it served to remind me that I really am a two-pot screamer these days. Guess that's good for the brain cells.

Searching For Me
I keep thinking that I don't know why I disappeared, why I'm not around anymore. The fact that he rejected me shouldn't be enough to do that to a person, but then again he didn't just reject me, and it didn't happen just once.

It's a shame I haven't come back, I used to be a fun person.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh Noala! I am so sure that you are still a great fun person!! :)
No doubt innocence and trust lost does affect your ability to fly without fear but I'll still have a bourbon with you anytime, sista!!

Noala said...

Maybe the old Noala is still there, somewhere. In the months after he left here he used to say he thought she wasn't far away - but that's two years ago now and she's still not back.

I think she's been smothered by the weight of responsibility.