All I can Say is ..

THANK GOD IT's FRIDAY

I'm having a bourbon, yes, I'm feeling *that* shitty.

I don't know whether it's the stress of being *it* at work and the shennanigans that have been going on, or whether maybe the hormones are finally kicking in and I'm experiencing PMS for the first time in hmmm about 6 years. Or the fact that I haven't gotten around to making an appt with the lawyer, or the reality of my financial situation crashing in on me last night ... maybe it's all of the above? I don't usually swear but tonight I need to say it ...

F*CK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm more hopeful of the first than the second. (Haven't been back to the doc, so am abt 5 weeks late for injection and no period yet). Two days off work should ease the first, wont do anything for the second (other than if I actually get a period).

I'm going to do lots of not-being-at-work for the next two days. I don't know what else ... this bourbon is going down well and there's 3/4 of a bottle of wine in the fridge for when Mum arrives - methinks tonight I'll be having the lions share, which is unusual.