I need to work out what it is about that old me that is of so much concern (to me).
Possibilities:
1. Men find her attractive.
Not because I'm a stunning beauty cos I'm certainly not that. Am reminded of men in the past that have commented how easy it would be to fall in love with me (when they'd been told that was not a good idea due to my situation at the time), and others that have commented on a 'sensuality' that I somehow exuded (without trying).
2. She lacks self control
I have demonstrated this in the past, I know. a) when I was married and wasn't supposed to and b) when I was in a relationship and it was ok.
Hmm maybe I see it now - 1. combined with 2. looks like a pretty dangerous combination. But then maybe men wouldn't find me attractive anymore? And I seem to have learnt that I can exert some level on control.
Maybe, maybe, maybe.
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2 comments:
The only thing I can say is never give up on trying to gain more self control. Sometimes it can seem like it will never happen, and then it happens.
Be good to yourself. You deserve it.Tend yourself like you would tend a garden.
Hey Gary, thankyou for your words. Tending to ourselves is sometimes the hardest thing to do, important though as it is.
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