Alone Again

I so much feel the need for a hug and someone to look after me, tell me it wil be ok.
But I can't ask for that; I don't deserve that - the situation is of my own making :(, well, maybe not entirely, true.

And if anyone were to show me kindness right now I would melt on the floor in a puddle.


And the realisation comes that it is me on whom I should rely, and me who should look after me, not someone else.

So I will go and try look after me.