I came to yet another realisation yesterday ... something I've been trying to put into words for a while now, but the thought hasn't properly coalesced until yesterday.
Finally I know what it is I am looking for. I'm a tad concerned about what it has turned out to be though.
I want someone to make love to me.
I have a reasonable amount of sexual experience, but it's a very long time since I've made love ... sad, I know.
The thing that concerns me about this is that for someone to make love to me they would, have to be in love with me ... that means allowing someone to love me, and for me to love them. That's the scarey part; and I don't know if I can do that.
Am I ready for that ... I have no idea, but I guess, as I wrote in a post not too long ago, if we always wait until we're ready for something it might have passed us by.
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