Yes, I'm back to this thought again.
Laying in bed last night I thought about this a bit. Laying there in bed alone.
It would be nice for there to be someone there to cuddle up to and hug, and for there to be someone there in the morning. To have lazy mornings with breakfast in bed ... reading the paper and later ditching everything off the bed and making gentle, lazy-paced love.
But I don't feel a need for a partner; not like some I come across who feel incomplete without a partner, who really dislike being single and feel they are missing something by not having one.
It's not like that for me.
Yes, certainly, there are times when I have urges and other needs, and times when I feel the need for someone to be there to comfort me and give me support; but for the most part I am pretty content with my life alone.
The conclusion of my thinking was that I don't need a partner, that I don't need to rush out and find a partner. And that maybe if someone comes along that it might be best if it not be a live-in arrangement.
I'm feel quite pleased about that - seems I am happy to stand on my own two feet (to me this is a good thing). And that those who aren't needy are more attractive to others too! (I find neediness pretty unattractive - probably why I don't like myself when I'm feeling the need for comfort/support). I guess I feel it indicates a confidence level too; a level that I sometimes don't feel.
It's all good :)
And now it's off out into the garden.
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You have really reached a nice point in your life.
Having an overwhelming need for anything or anyone is a bad thing, but one which many people find themselves with. I say enjoy your life to the hilt, no matter how it happens to come to you.
At the moment yes, I feel good within myself. Looking back through posts it seems to be a rather changeable point for me though - I'm intending having a read back later this week to see if there is a pattern; in particular a hormonal pattern.
Ugh who'd want to be a woman! (she says with a grin)
Have a good one Gary, thanks for your comments.
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