This Years' Anniversary

The annual anniversary was yesterday.

So here I am, 46 years of life experience behind me and who knows how many more to come.

On this anniversary:

• My weight is more than my age! (only just, but it *is* more).
• I no longer dye my hair, it is its' natural colour - grey and brown, and I like it.
• I need graduated lenses; will probably get them during this time off, and that's ok - I might even go for contact lenses.
• Both children have finished high school, one has his licence and the other soon will join the rest of us mad buggers on the road.
• My relationship with my mum is ok.
• My ex-hubby is about my closest friend.
• My finances are ok - not fantastic, but ok, for now at least.
• Only one major part of the entertaining area to go before it is complete, many thanks to my mum.

And...

• The castle drawbridge is most definitely down.
• I've reduced the thinking and am doing more enjoying.
• I am listening to music daily!
• I am getting 'out there', I'm meeting people .. well, ok, mostly guys!
• Skin hunger is no longer an issue - though I do have a voucher for a massage!
• Work has become a lesser priority - this is a good thing.
• I have some wonderful memories from this year to take with me wherever I go.
• My heart was opened; leapt around like the fool thing a heart is and has now calmed down again, but no longer only a half of one.
• I've been for a ride on a motorbike.
• I went for a walk on the beach at 1am.
• I am less stressed, and yes, sometimes even HAPPY!

I AM ALIVE!