Learnings

And so to a list of what I have learned about myself this time:

* I have an attachment issue - I don't attach. Maybe the thought that 'everyone leaves' is too strong within me
* Related to above - my heart is still closed :(, I didn't/couldn't let him in
* I'm only a part-timer, and that doesn't suit everyone
* I'm not strong enough to hide things that aren't useful for someone else to see :(
* I guess I'm just a cold-hearted damaged bitch :(