Another Dream

I had this dream last Thursday night - the night I had given Reiki to KiwiGuy. Whether that fact had anything to do with the content of the dream I guess I'll never know, but I can't dismiss it as a possibility.


Dream....

I was of an indeteriminate age - younger than I am no, but not a teenager. I was laying on my bed not quite the bed I have now, but not one I have ever had) examining two of my vibrators (ones that I currently own), trying to decide which one was best. I was moving my hand over them feeling their shape and looking at them quite closely. Mr Purple had some dried residue on it which I scratch off with my fingernail. My mum and dad were not far away, just down the hall and would occasionally come into view. I was quite at ease with the fact they might see me and what I was doing.

I think I may have actually used one or both of the vibrators, not with the purpose of having an orgasm, but to investigate them more. Their shape and feel and which one one I liked best.

The dream finished with my decision unmade - I hadn't decided which was better, which one I liked more.


Interpretation.
Only as I have written the above has it come to realisation what this might be about. Whilst I have recalled the dream a couple of times since I experienced it I haven't been trying to work out what it meant.

In writing it down .. particularly the words 'which one I liked more' .. it occurred to me that maybe it was about deciding whether I liked being in a relationship more than being on my own. Mr Purple represents being on my own. The other vibrator represents being in a relationship because it is penis shaped (Mr Purple is not).

Hmm so does scraping off dried residue from Mr Purple represent anything I wonder. And what of the presence of my parents and it not being of importance whether they could see what I was doing.

I didn't come to a decision in my dream (darn it!). I wonder if I will now come to a decision consciously.

And now I"m pretty certain that having interacted with KiwiGuy that night probably DID have something to do with me having that dream.

Interesting.