What Do You Mean, It Can't Be February Already!?

Sheeesh it's already February!?!? How did that happen?

Revelation
I had a bit of a revelation this week.

It's to do with the being-authentic-to-myself theme that has been playing within me for quite some time now.

I keep thinking that I want to be more intuitive, and to live more from my heart than in/from my head. I set this up as the underlying theme of the last kinesiology session I had.

You know what? There is it right there in front of me - I *am* a head person. That is the truth of me, and here I am keeping on wanting it to be different. In hanging onto that wanting to be different I am trying to not be who I am.

I am a head person, not a heart person.

(Doesn't mean I don't have a heart mind you!)

Metaphysical
In the second half of last year I became drawn to metaphysical matters. I undertook Reiki I training and have received a couple of kinesiology sessions. I read some books about crystals, chakras, The Journey, Way of the Peaceful Warrior, The Diamond in Your Pocket. I went to the Conscious Living Expo in November and had my aura and chakra's photographed and interpreted.

I find this an interesting path, and wonder at times whether this is a path I should follow a little further by undertaking some training. It feels as though it would be a very pleasant thing for this to become my profession. however I fear that it may be a passing fad/phase for me, and therefore am hesitant to invest (what feels like) a lot of funds in this direction.

I am attending a Gong Concert in March, and hope to attend a session regarding Tibetan Singing Bowls.

This Year
I will do my Reiki II training.
I will seek and gain more balanced, less stressful employment.
I will stop poisoning myself with cigarettes.
I will exercise/ride my bike almost every week.
I will control my finances.
I will undertake some other course/s. Undecided whether the head or the heart will decide which.
I will become more at peace with myself.